
Maybe ......
its me. could that be possible? I guess it could be. Maybe I'm not attentive enuff....shouldn't someone say that if they think u aren't tho? or should u figure it out and make the adjustment. Maybe I'm too nice.....is that even possible? Too laid back? that one I can believe. Perhaps it comes off as me not givin a dam or something. I'm really not sure.
Can something that attracted you about a person make u wonder about them later? I suppose it could. Is that my fault? I dont think so. What am I talkin bout? Bet u wished u knew dont you?
Oh well,.....moving on
More shopping today...I think I am becoming addicted to shopping. It just feels so good tho. I dont go out and get stuff I dont need tho. I get stuff I need and a couple things that I want as well. I think my best purchase thus far aside from the fridge that I purchased was the perfume I got on friday. I've gotten quite a few compliments on that. Men and women...which is always a good thing. I think I smell divine. It's not too strong and not too light. It's just right on me.
I'm sittin here in my kitchen...as I cook my boys a big pot of spaghetti...something that they love. I haven't really been cooking as much as I used to but I need to get back to that because my ass is gettin a lil too big from all of the eating out. I am just gettin ridiculous..and I'm so lazy that all I can do is just complain about it at this point. I havent gotten motivated to do something about it just yet. The only thing I've done so far is order a pair of walkin shoes from eastbay.
I think I need to make a list of my excuses as to why I cant get up and out and exercising and then just counter them with why I totally should be out there walkin or something. Maybe I need to take another look at that pic that was taken of me a couple weeks ago. That might just do the trick. I am very proud of me for layin off the sodas as much as I have..but the tea is gettin out of hand now. What else is there to drink? please dont say water because that is just not happening.
I'm pleased to announce that I put in for my vacation the other day. I had planned on vacationing with someone else but that fell thru so I'm just gonna get myself together and just go visit my mom and friends n Georgia and possibly visit a friend in jacksonville and leave it at that. Like I was mentioning about my book I purchased yesterday. There is no reason why I cant go on vacation by myself. I can totally go somewhere alone and have just as much fun. I promise I will do that before the year is over. Definitely gonna do that. Doesnt have to be any where exotic or anything like that just a simple weekend getaway. Shop, eat, sleep and just enjoy myself without any worries.
I can at least do that for myself. Well I guess thats all for today. Sorry my life is so boring but hey...lol thats life...mine anyway.
Side note: as much as I love b/w...I did not love me in b/w on this pic....lol and why do my eyes look so big on this pic? lol hmm I need to put on some lipstick too
2 comments:
You'll get there. I know the feeling. All I'd been doing was complaining about how nothing fit and how fat I've gotten. I've gained like 30lbs in the last year. That is insane! Well the other day I got up off my arse and got to it. But...it had to come to me. Didn't just happen. It'll come to you!
So glad you are bloggin!
I read somewhere ... never say maybe!
one of the things i see here, is vengeance. like being intimidated or revenging being stepped on.
don't do that. don't take on the responsibility. to respond to poison is to become poison. don't do something "for yourself" to kill of an emotion. or to avenge intimidation.
understand what is going on in your mind. be still. settle for less. the mind is generous. extremely!
you are beautiful. and natural.
loves you mina babes!
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