been a weird week for me, but thats ok. Today was supposed to be all happy and smiles for me because I had been planning this for a week. I wanted to just go shopping and eating and pampering myself today. Well I did all of that I just didnt feel my usual perky self and I cant really put my finger on the reason for that.
I kind of know why I'm feelin a lil irritated but I'm not gonna get into that right now. I'll save that for another blog. I'm really gonna try and start blogging more instead of just takin pics.
I have my diary which I write in pretty religiously but I'm sure blogging will be hella cool as well. Anyway...along wit getting pampered today I felt compelled to go into the bookstore and get myself something to read. Sometimes I need the distraction. A lil something to do to keep my mind occupied. Anywho I found this book called better single than sorry and Im not sure what caught my eye about the book but as I read the back of it I became more interested in it. It's not a man hating book or anything like that...it just talks about how you should love yourself and never settle for anythin that is not 100% what you want.
I guess I can honestly say that I do that from time to time. I guess I feel like being single is the end of the world for me. LIke I just NEED to be with someone, sometimes to the point of just being with someone n hopin it will make me feel better...but it doesnt really. So far I'm on chapter 3 and I plan to finish it by the weekend. I think I will learn alot about me. Probably some things I already knew and a couple things I didnt know.
I just want to be in a healthy place relationship-wise because I have never been in a healthy relationship in my entire life. I have never seen anyone in my family in a happy loving relationship so thats why I guess I dont have a clue myself.
Bein single doesnt mean the end of the world. I can be in a relationship with myself. I can love myself and take myself out. I can pamper myself, I can treat myself to the movies, I can tell myself I look good in this or that. I can hug myself and I can just be happy bein who I am. Not to mention I dont have to change myself to be ME.
I kind of know why I'm feelin a lil irritated but I'm not gonna get into that right now. I'll save that for another blog. I'm really gonna try and start blogging more instead of just takin pics.
I have my diary which I write in pretty religiously but I'm sure blogging will be hella cool as well. Anyway...along wit getting pampered today I felt compelled to go into the bookstore and get myself something to read. Sometimes I need the distraction. A lil something to do to keep my mind occupied. Anywho I found this book called better single than sorry and Im not sure what caught my eye about the book but as I read the back of it I became more interested in it. It's not a man hating book or anything like that...it just talks about how you should love yourself and never settle for anythin that is not 100% what you want.
I guess I can honestly say that I do that from time to time. I guess I feel like being single is the end of the world for me. LIke I just NEED to be with someone, sometimes to the point of just being with someone n hopin it will make me feel better...but it doesnt really. So far I'm on chapter 3 and I plan to finish it by the weekend. I think I will learn alot about me. Probably some things I already knew and a couple things I didnt know.
I just want to be in a healthy place relationship-wise because I have never been in a healthy relationship in my entire life. I have never seen anyone in my family in a happy loving relationship so thats why I guess I dont have a clue myself.
Bein single doesnt mean the end of the world. I can be in a relationship with myself. I can love myself and take myself out. I can pamper myself, I can treat myself to the movies, I can tell myself I look good in this or that. I can hug myself and I can just be happy bein who I am. Not to mention I dont have to change myself to be ME.
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