Today I woke up to my chest hurting at first I thought it was nothin because it went away but then it came back. I figured that it must be gas or something so I just stayed n my bed and went back to sleep. I wa awakened again by my chest just hurtin so I decided to just get up and stir about but nothin changed the pain kept goin and coming. I called my docs office but they were closing because it was 12 but the nurse told me that I needed to call an ambulance. I didn't. Instead I drove myself to doctors care and they did an ekg and also a chest xray but he didn't see anything wrong. The doc gave me an aspirin n told me that I need to take one a day until he can get me in to see a heart specialist. Then he had the nerve to tell me that I couldn't go to the gym until after I see the specialist. I am tryin really hard to lose weight and this is just another setback. I really don't see why I have to stop its not like I'm running or anything cardio.

My mom says this is happenin cuz I've gained too much weiGht so fast and I lead a pretty sedentary life. The way she and my aunt describe me you would think I weiGhed a quarter ton. I may still do a lil exercise at home like workin on my abs he said if it happened again to go straiGht to the hospital but soon as I left his office and was walkin round the store to get meds it happened again n a clerk had to help me to a seat. Somethin bad is always happenin so um not really surprised.

The doc was gonna let me stay out tonite but I told him I had to work tonite cuz my partner already asked to come n late. Its hard to get someone to come n on short notice. I just said phuck it I can leave early after he gets in. All in all its been a odd n scary day. I'm quite ready to go home now cuz I feel blah!