Thoughts

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Today I looked for a new job. I am not happy where I am. I put some things out there to people who have some connections and I patiently await a response.

I tire of hating to go to work. One day I envision myself being somewhere doin something that I truly love. I hope that it will be photography. My interest never really lasts on things tho, so who knows. I bore so quickly at times.

Thats what scares me at times about relationships. I get bored wit folks too sometimes. Quick. i need my breaks. I like what I like and that is confidence. I want that person to be confident in themselves no matter what. Heck I have enuff self esteem probs at times to have to be stressed wit someone else just like me. Disaster n the making.

I am lookin for something and I have yet to find it. I know its out there....but so far I havent been able to put my hands on it. So much is goin on in my life.....some things I keep to myself..some things I share...some things I'm sorry I shared wit other ppl, but hindsight is 20/20 nothing I can do about it now.

Nothin really profound to say today just wanted to air some things that were on my mind. I need to get out on my off days and take some pics. Find someone to pose for me becuz this wedding will be on me before I know it.

Need to get out and scout some nice places for fotos too. I have so much to learn...yet it seems like I'm not really gettin there. I'm so not where I want to be. I'd like to go back to school but its hard with my work schedule. Dilemna

Gotta lot of things to think about in the upcoming weeks.