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Been a minute since I blogged, lots has been goin on. Some good, nothin really bad. Still workin on me and bein the best ME I can be. Happy about the changes Ive made so far...happy about the people that I've chosen to ignore. The ones who mean me no good and the ones who really weren't friends to begin with.

Met a new friend, which is always good. All I can say is friend because I am never one to assume my status with another person. Pretty much just enjoyin the company right now.

I would say that the only thing I'm disappointed in in this respect is that I haven't taken the time to sit down and ask the important questions yet, like where is this goin? or is it even goin anywhere? at this point in the game does it even matter? I'm not really sure to be honest.

Things like this are hard to gauge. It's hard to get people to trust you even tho you've given them no reason not to. You never know what they've come thru just like they never know what you've been thru. All I can say is that I refuse to spend another year or 4 years of my life proving to another man that I am trustworthy and faithful. That will not happen.

After all I've been thru I figure either u can trust me for who I am or get the hell on. It's also what I would expect another person to do in my regards as well.

I dont know why I am blogging about this. I guess its just on my mind right now. Things like this usually come about after talkin to one of my friends. We usually have some really interesting convos where men are concerned. All I can say is; I am who I am and I feel like I'm a good person for the most part ....but I really get irritated at times with bullshit. Thats not just for relationships this pertains to most things. My bs tolerance is very low. Life is too short for madness.

I'm tryin to take myself to another level. I want to be happy. I am tired of fake men. I'm tired of empty promises. I'm tired of people who just want things from you but they are never ready to give one iota. I made a promise to myself to only expect and accept the best and I want to keep that promise.